… outside of work. It was great and I miss many things about it. But what did the New York City was so unfulfilling. What is New York City that hardens the soul. You become cold. And it was a strange fascination. I think in all my relationships in New York City and I am sad. Sad about how few true friends I had and sad because I could leave everything behind. Both the largest city.
But now, now I’m in Mexico. Tulum, Mexico. Just south of Cancun. Me and the Mayan ruins. These white-sand beaches. These cabins. This foreign land. It is strange to think about my time in New York and even Odder to just walk around these beaches. Sometimes it’s just New York City and I forget, but I tell myself that it was worthwhile. In Tulum, I think the time and make the effort to maintain my relationships with those I really care. Those who have a special place in my heart. It’s almost as if I have Lypo; relationship that is speaking. Basically ended all relations with almost all of my “friends” who had in New York City and has been OK. When I see that everything is fine, but besides that, not to spend too much time questioning my lack of communication with them.
And now, that leaves me here in Tulum. Hanging around the achievement of all the beaches that excites me. The white sandy beaches of silk, diving, snorkeling, sunny days and relaxed attitude. It is as if I walked into my own little playground, and as I do and for what excites me. I am not making a lot of money but enough for a good lifestyle down here. It is hoped that this will remain so for a while and when I’m ready to go, I will. The type of people who have met in my travels here will stay with me. It may not always see them once they leave this place, but each has a special place in my heart. A generous often lacking in the city of New York and all, I am enjoying myself here and I will not forget my time in Tulum and the people here.